The Difference and Distance between the Lower and Higher Mind

Ego heals
only in the laboratory
of your higher self.

As things breakdown and we enter new and unknown territory, new forms of perception and understanding present themselves at the edges of our attention. The guidance system of our lower mind slowly gives way to the higher.

How can we tell the difference?   The lower mind, being a creation of the ego, knows limitation and therefore, believing reality is finite, attempts to know all things.  But our higher mind,  perceiving only the quantum field everywhere, seeks only its next best choice.

Questioner:  Is there a reason or purpose for our limited knowing?

Akashic Guides:   Your Records, your totality, is alive in you now, right here as you walk this earth.  Each of you has the ability to access all of your history.  It is you and you are it. But here is what happens on this plane, there are only certain highlights or points that are primary, that are key, that are fine-tuned and focused to allow you to retrieve and see certain things now, such as why you came here and what lessons you want to learn.  And so, those light up somewhere along this lifetime, this path, in order to bring healing, in order to bring greater understanding.

It would not serve you to have access to all your Records walking around in your human body.  In fact, that’s not the purpose, that’s not the point.  Rather, it’s through your experiencing that ‘things’ show up for you to question and ask about, to inquire, go within, shift to heal, forgive and release completely, enabling you to be more of who you are, enabling you to remember more of who you are so you can actually ascend and transcend the ‘old’ earth dimension fully, to no longer walk upon that plane in this manner, in this old way.  These can be the lessons of hard knocks.  It doesn’t get much harder sometimes.





The Spiritual Tool of Fear

What is left when all
the world disappears except
its intensity.

Questioner:  Is it important for me to accurately describe for myself something that is causing me continuing discomfort?

Akashic Guides:  Be sure you have a release valve, Dear One.  Your knowing the point of the need to release is a major part of your journey because once you identify,  you recognize, you feel what it is that pressures you,  you can say, ” now I can let that go.  Or you can let it go first, before you even have to deal with it.  Wouldn’t that be better?’

By taking the hand of your soul you’re going to sense a field of trust even while being in the state of the unknown.  The days of flying blind in the winds of change are over for those in conscious relationship with their deeper selves.

Questioner:  I’ve been struggling with anxiety to the point where I’ve not been comfortable  even meeting others in public places.  How do I deal with this?

Akashic Guides:  Ask it , Dear One, to speak to you.  Give it a voice.  “What would you like to share with me now?”

Questioner:  Does one need to try to be without fear or is fear needed to balance the love and learning?

Akashic Guides:  Many use fear as a tool to come to know love greater.  It is not necessary but many use it.

Questioner:  In my experience anger and fear have been motivational.  I’ve used them to take my self out of depression.

Akashic Guides:  Again, it is a choice.  And many who do choose anger or fear are not aware that, even then, it is towards love they travel. 







Touching Gently the Pain Body

Though I stumbled in
the dark, I remembered to
fall toward the light.

Within the same week we’ve just experienced two events which can only truthfully be described by the word “wow”.  Even though in one people looked up and in the other people looked down, both the total eclipse and the historic flooding of one of the nation’s largest cities were saturated with unity consciousness.  And still are.
The new dimension dissolves all judgement in the unrelenting experience of the now as  “wow”.   Even as the lower mind tries to make sense or cents of what is left in its wake,  recognition is made that the future will never be the same because it too has been flooded by  frequency more intense than itself.

We can expand our ability to remain in the nowness.   The room required to hold more and more awareness is already here in the domain of our subconscious. Breath accesses both our conscious and subconscious fields effortlessly and can act as a solvent on the locks and blocks of long-held  beliefs.  But as the numbing power of the beliefs recede and we perceive the devastation  at location after location, how can we hold to the raw, unfiltered beauty that  arrives with unity consciousness?

Questioner:  I’m a little bit stuck with tragedy that happens to animals and children.  I’m having trouble wrapping my understanding around the forgiveness concept on those kind of events.  I understand on one level of being forgiving, immediately forgiving and immediately loving to all beings, and yet there is a part of me that says my response is for the sufferers only.

Akashic Guides:  What you are not able to wrap yourself around, Dear One, is not the concept of forgiveness but it is that which has transpired.  It is not about wrapping yourself around an understanding of what took place because it is truly the lower nature that is engaging at that time.  You are not looking to engage the lower nature because it has judgement and it can’t help nor can it understand.  But in shifting into the higher state of your being, it enables.  And through compassion you can bridge into more light where there was little.

And you can be in oneness unity-consciousness with your presence  to allow yourself to touch the pain.  You don’t have to go into it.  You don’t have to wrap yourself around it.  You don’t have to own it.  You can just gently touch it so that you can have within yourself the compassion that comes up and carries a unity space of forgiving-consciousness to bring the comfort of love and light there.  And that travels, Dear One, knowing no boundaries and having no limits.

Questioner:  So the promise is that there will be an end to suffering eventually on this planet so that these tragedies and atrocities no longer occur?

Akashic Guides:  The full memory will return, Dear One.     




The Hyperloop of the Heart

A whispered truth can
unravel the blooded knots
of a thousand years.

Elon Musk has been exploring building a pneumatic tube transportation system under Los Angeles.  And now between New York City and Washington D.C., cutting down the time dramatically as it transports passengers at the speed of a plane.

Many are now breaking ground on their own awareness as they explore the transportation of one’s own consciousness.  As the Netflix movie “Discovery” highlights time stops at the point of one’s own death.  And then it reverses.  This has been described as “seeing our life pass before our eyes”  but is actually much more.  At the point of death  the holographic artifice of our life experience collapses backwards, as we are propelled powerfully along the central path of our felt knowing, releasing the no longer necessary.

However,  if we move into resistance by remaining attached to sequenced experience that we have not completed, we send a signal to our deeper being that this point holds the potential for more exploration and the understanding it brings, sometimes called reincarnation.  This is neither bad nor good, merely necessary when free will is involved.

We have the ability to use the hyperloop instead.  If we hold to the speed of love, we shed the diminished experiences of personality consciousness and move into new expanded Identity. The recognizable sensation here is one of overwhelming joy.  ( It’s of note that this Identity may also have chosen to shed all aspects of any limiting conditions as it joins into the ride on the momentum of the upward and inward pull of the metamorphosis. There are no limits at these levels.)

The more we truly visit the heart in the face of the heartlessness this world is infected by, the greater we build our momentum at the time of reality collapse. All experiences and exchanges are completed by love, if that is our choice.  This is the great gift of the tortuous lower worlds that all have come here seeking.

Akashic Guides:  The challenge, the opportunity, the reason to slow down to the speed of love is that it becomes the key through which each of you are able to find the means and mechanism within your inner self to access that portal within.  Too often you are moving at the speed of light in a way that is not allowing you to see light or to experience light as it is intended, for light is in every cell of you.

It radiates everywhere.  So when you think of breathing in light and you think of moving at the speed of love and you allow these to come together and be unified as one, you can see all of yourselves, your totality.  You become aware of  physical, emotional, mental, spiritual and whole beingness, even to the point at which you extend into all you possess, all whom you touch and love and connect with, and beyond.  You begin to see the quantum field and the dynamics behind the frequency of love as your essence moves across the world, and even out into other galaxies.


Becoming Impervious to Fear

In this forest of
illusion, words are grown
from the same rich soil.

Fight or flight or

The old answers have come around again, begging me to let them in.  But their hands shake and their eyes are empty.  Their time has come and gone.  They are not the one I have been waiting for.

I notice loneliness only occurs when I look in the undesired direction.  It is actually a recall of the feeling everyone experienced as we separated from Source in the centripetal movement into these lower worlds, as we left the heavens.  It had purpose in that part of our journey, but not in our accelerating return into unified reality.

All life is empty.  And we are mirrors of the emptiness of reality, and this is the greatest of gifts.  But in what direction are we pointing the mirrors of our beingness?  If we point our awareness in the direction of the illusion of the world,  the waste, the savagery, the self-centeredness, we taste a meal of meaninglessness.  But if we point our reflective being in the direction of the infinite, we experience emptiness shift into spaciousness.  Into freedom.  Into flight.

How ingenious are our physical bodies that allow us the taste of emptiness only after the heightening contrast of orgasmic pleasure.  How even more so are our emotional bodies that allow the experience of spaciousness only after a passage through emotional pain.

“Once you see your nature, sex is basically immaterial. ”   Bohdidharma

Because our true nature is already at emptiness.  But the path to knowing the emptiness of all things is strewn with our resistance to the realization that it can’t be owned, can’t be possessed, can’t be determined, can’t be controlled.

Some now call for “disclosure”, the dropping of veils. Well, aren’t we already there?  Doesn’t the darkness sit side by side with the light everywhere we look?  We can no more unsee it than the Creator can unsee its beings of violence side by side with its beings of love.

Some forget that ‘as above so below’ is also a commandment.  It is a call to us to clear the mirrors of our being so that we reflect the higher into the lower.  And it happens not to us, but through us.

Fight of flight or flight?  Emptiness has no fear.  And it cannot be outrun.






Digging in shadows
of what I thought was me,
I found just nothing.


Let the moment overwhelm you.
Let it drag you under.
The cry in their eyes burns through your being
from the inside out.
Your heart a drumming thunder.

You will never be the same.
You have been called to this moment.
It alone knows your name,
for you have been unknown and unspoken,
unloved, unloving and unwoken
until the gift in the kiss of another’s pain
released this deepest sleeping beauty
locked away everywhere.

You will not escape unscathed
the fire burning through your dreams,
the roar of truth approaching
through the aging, fading scenes
of all that you have ever known.

That was never the intention
of the mystery of you.
The dance of masks is over
as the intensity of the immensity
takes your hand
and leads you through.




Clash of the Akashic

Let us make ourselves
naked to each other, one
layer at a time.

Though possible through hypnosis, meditation and other means, it is not easy to perceive one’s own subconscious energy field.  And yet, like a vast shadow, we carry it with us everywhere we go.  And , to a large extent, it directs our steps.

Our subconscious has its own library, called by some akashic records, a database of everything we’ve ever experienced.  Not many noticed but humanity jumped school systems on 12-21-12.  It went from adolescence, flunking some classes, to adulthood. High school to college.   And with the new school  came new libraries with new policies.  Suddenly what was not permitted to be accessed, was.

The pages of broken bridges of cause and effect began to reassemble in startling ways.  In a world of dominant duality, truth is a double-edged sword and search engines are a mixed blessing.  Not only can a particle be in 2 places at the same time (quantum mechanics), but so can a truth.

But what if the context is different?  What if a truth appears the same consciously but is experienced very differently at the sub-conscious level?  For centuries and centuries everyone’s akashic records were their own and ‘privacy’ was considered fundamental.  It was a high schoolish time-out zone,  but now that time, as we have known it, is running out and an etheareal light has been switched on revealing everything inhabiting the shadows, WTF?

Of such is the madness of the Matrix.  It was built on the witchery of secrets and subterfuge.  As I become more and more transparent and translucent through my own forgiveness of myself and others, I find the past shrinking in my rear-view mirror, not through denial but simply because it has completed its purpose in my trip.  It is the limitless power of forgiveness that enables me to embrace even the ‘unforgivable’.

As we encounter the unforgivable of the world in the days and nights ahead, the first response of many will be to look away.  The crimes committed in the name of everything under the sun have no answer, no resolution.  They serve only one purpose in our energy field now, the creation of the mysterious elixir of compassion within us.

No one knows where it comes from nor where it goes to.  Nor need we.  Our role seems to simply be its receptacle.  But the gift we receive as a result of the encounter is a taste of transcendence that alters everything.

And we come to understand that truth is that which once experienced, try as we might, can never again be denied.  Never again be unseen.  It leaves a scar that penetrates down and through the membranes of the self, shining like a bone of  a new body.

We don’t start over.  But we do start anew.  The air we breathe now is introducing new timelines for our consideration, each slightly different.  All responsive to the shifts between the songs of our desires.  Catch your breath.  Listen.  And then let it go.

All life is naked to the heart.